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Writer's Block: Are women or men bigger cheats?

Mon, 21 Sep 2009 11:04:14 GMT

i think men are more likely to get caught because men fuck up all the time. like, i don't know, women just have that feeling that there man is cheating and those signs men give. but women, they usually get away with it because i guess we know how to cover up our tracks and not fuck up :D not saying that i've cheated but that's just the way i see it. men cheat more than women and most likely, will get caught. yes, i do believe in marriage and hopefully, when i do, my marriage is about trust and just keeping the relationship alive :) but right now, i don't give a fuck about marriage cause im still a teen so i have plenty of time!

sick =/

Mon, 21 Sep 2009 10:52:15 GMT

well, i think friday was probably the worst day ever. at our school, it flooded only on the first floor so we only had 1st, 2nd, and fourth block. i was pretty mad to skip 3rd though but everyone else seemed happy about it. but whatever, fuck it.

anyways, i've been pretty busy since last week, trying to gather up my new stuff for what i need for school. my dad recently took my old laptop and ipod touch that is both broken but he said he could probably get some money for it, so good for him ;) i don't really care cause he said he would get me new ones so fuck yeah! i'm just paiently waiting for christmas to come around cause apparently, i'll be getting my new phone, laptop, camera and ipod nano - i don't really want an ipod touch. too much hassle for me, even though it's good, i just wanna listen to music, nothing more.

eh; well friday, as well, i was suppose to stay over at my friend katie's house so i could hang out with her, her parents and sister. now, definitely, they are like a second family to me because me, her family, and my mom get along so well. they've recently adopted me so if anything happens later on, i would probably go with them cause my mom said surely she ain't letting me stay with my dad. lmfao, but anwhom; i couldn't go over because i had gotten sick. i stayed in bed mostly saturday and i woke up with a cold yesterday. i couldn't even spend time with my kittens cause usually, they make my day by giving me love but not yesterday. so all i had was texting my friends and chris, who had the nerve to text me before i went to sleep, he made me laugh :D i told him he better take his happy ass to bed! loser <33.

today; im just not in the mood for anything school related. i just wanna go home and stay there all day, bundled up and drinking some minty tea ;) sounds real good right now. but unfortunately, i've missed about 2 days of school and that can affect if i go onto 12th grade or not so i have to go to school. so, i already have 2/10 missing days and only 1 tardy but i shall go to school forever! well, until the next summer. well, nada much else to say. it's just another day so peace :)

facebook; gonna get soon(:

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 22:36:41 GMT

well, i just recently decided that after i had left myspace, i am going to get my facebook back(: i used to have one but i forget everything about it :D so im going to get a new one.
anyways; imma make this a fairly long one as possible and then; im gonna go to walmart; i just came from target and got me a black pants cause i have my friends sisters pants and they fit me and make me unique from others!
well friday; it was absolutely horrible! after i had missed thursday; i stayed home thursday; making videos and watching the real world. then i had to watch my two kittens who annoy the FUCK out of me, but i love em anyways. my eye was very irritated but you know what? i had to grow some fake balls and deal with the pain and a toothache ;D
but conclusion: im getting new glasses (Baby Phat ones) and new contacts; so my eye won't go wonky.
well friday; that was even worse. thru school; my doctor was like okay, you can put in your contacts and it should be great.
it happend it again.
thru my english class, it was red and i couldn't see shit. i mean; i was blind as a bat and bumping into things like i was drunk :[
and then we had to go the computer lab and it was horrible. i had to loose one of my contacts and people were freaking out :D
except; until the teacher left the room.
doug; this kid who is a total redneck; love him<33; but good lord, i never knew he listened to rap :D
but he had it bumping in the classroom and cameron was like 'everyone's looking around to find a gangster but all they find is doug' :D
made the class burst out in laughter.
but then she came back in and lincoln and doug and whomever stood around him was like 'turn that shit off' :D so good days in english.
3rd block for earlychildhood, it was a nightmare for me :[
my eye was a pure red than before. my vains were popping out and it was so dry.
some girl - i think her name is jordin - almost took a picture but i looked like i was high and just smoked before i came to class!
my teacher was telling me, i definitely need glasses and of course, i am certainly getting some[; -thanks for the advice early child hood I- =)
last block; great.

now saturday and sunday; vma awards and watching bridezillas, fantastical.

today; absolutely great[;

first block was math tech 3; i started off the conversation about kayne west and it went around the whole room. but i realize, im failing cause i didn't do some stupid test but definitely, i need to pass so i can make a 90% or higher in that class.
and then second block; psychology, idk what was up with my teacher. she must have been pmsing because she was being a little bit crazy.
we had so much work; i had missed a test and was not happy about that and everything was just a blurr.
for some reason; psychology isn't what i really wanted but i love it anyways; idk anymore :D
well french; that's a story :D
and fourth; that's a story too :D

well; thought i could make it long but the mom's is rushing for me to get the hell off this stupid computer :D

oh well, i'll try again. i wanna make a longer blog so definitely will do that some other time!

when i have an EPIC moment ;)

Writer's Block: Three-day weekend

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 20:03:15 GMT

definitely chilling at home :) gives me something to be productive. if im on the road for at least an hour, i'll become antsy; i'll be bitchy and eventually, car sick. i'm easily car sick so i have to be sleeping for a good bit. but i just love being home so i can watch tv and not have to be bothered with all the nagging and gives me time to read books :) just chillax and be myself :) no distraction and just being away from everyone and all drama is PERFECT =).

luvhley day :) :) :) :)

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 19:37:55 GMT

ahhh, i just love my b-days more than ever! well, first off, my day started off wonky. this old dude, he accidently nudged me in the boob and it hurt! fucker. but whatever. so, it started out rough because i got to school almost late, i had to stop by the library and drop off all my books, then run to my cousin's locker, then run to my locker and i couldn't get any of them open today.

so basically, i just ran to class with my french binder and had to use paper from there. luckily; i didn't need anything - except for homework which i didn't do cause i was so stuck on doing this project for my TA teacher so yeah. lovely. well; first block; nothing magical there. so fuck it. second block; we had a guest speaker and it was really enthusatic cause usually, im just bored but he was really interesting and i paid attention! :) but yet; nothing good happening.

but before second block; i still couldn't get my locker open until the 4th or 5th try! it was confusing and i hate it X( i hate lockers. thats why i really never wanted one but i needed one this year! cause so much hw, so much books, and a fuck load of binders. exghausting. =/ and while i was trying to get my locker open; these guys and girls were fighting. it was maily the girls just exchanging words. so it was a verbal fight, not really fist fighting and getting to the point. it was just talk, talk, talk yet no action.

boring! so on to third; i love mr. vinel! he's such a awesome teacher! he teachs french I-III and he is super duper awesome! ok; well today, i complimented him on his sunburn and told him how beautiful it made him look [only kidding] but i just made matters worse :D i accidently hurt his feelings. but he laughed it off and said something that i didn't catch! but i'll get him next time.

lunch; now that was something because i caused a whole big scene and clearly; we need new lunch ladies who know what the fuck they are doing when serving salad cause this lady didn't help me whatsoever! ok! me, paola, and katie went to go to get a salad. since i don't eat their nasty pizza that they just keep serving until they need new ones, the salad is awesome! well, i was done preparing my salad until it came to the blue cheese dressing. i have never had blue cheese dressing in my life! but it was good! but while i was putting it on my salad, i couldnt' get it out the first time! nor the other ones! until i went back to the very first one! i was like 'they aren't squirting out' to the lunch lady and all she did was hand me the one i was trying to do and she was no fucking help. fucker #2. suddenly; i squeezed the bottle as hard as i could and the dressing squirted all over the railing shit and a bit of my salad was blown off :D funny how ppl jumped back and we all had a little laugh in the line! :)

but back to french; i told mr. vinel his feet are just really fragile and he was like 'your so dramatic - you should be in acting.' and shit like that. probably cause whatever i said or how i was talking made him tell me i have potential to be in acting. it's not a dream of mine nor a passion. i want to be a consulor psychologist or nurse :) none of that fit acting.

fourth; we had a lab! and that took forever but it was fun because chemistry is always fun! and then my teacher saw someone had written their name on the wall and nikki said 'stupid how ppl can write there name on the wall' and Mrs. M said 'funny how they just draw penises all over the wall' and i lol-ed really hard :D but chemisty; fo sho is the bomb :)

and that's pretty much it. i feel icky right now and just remember what i said to paola.

inside joke [if you were there, you would know]- ummm, this is called a note :D; great times paola!

oh and nikki another inside joke in chemistry - here's my pee water :D;yeah thanks for messing me up in chemistry. if we get an f on the lab, imma tell Mrs. M how i was laughing to hard of what you said. shame on you.

oh; and i found out that im not getting a sidekick. a blackberry curve 8900 was my calling. :) it's more efficent to actually text and a sidekick takes time! wayy to much fuckinnn time to open that shit. of course ur gonna get caught while texting. they need to make it smaller or something ---- but i wouldn't mind having it so not saying it's a bad phone.

the only reason i want a blackberry curve is because my other phone is suppose to hold up to 300 txt and it only holds 100 so i have to empty out my inbox all the time! and it just suxs cause i have a memory card and the photos are horrible. i have a alltel --- one of the sliding phones and it's prepaid and it's gayyy. so yeah; can't wait to get it :) woot!

labor day is finally here :) woot woot!

Fri, 04 Sep 2009 19:39:27 GMT

well for one, im just so excited that i have a 3 day weekend.

school just got out about an hour ago and i just rode to my mom's office.

thank the lord; so im just on twitter and on yahoo, talking to meh friend, ash.

well; this morning, i almost beat the crap out of this one girl.

ok; well i left my friends paola and rene (he was tryna catch his lovey dovey wife of his) and i just left them.

because im a TA assistant for my psychology teacher so i had to rush to her, then go to the my locker, and then rush to the media center to do some hw and then rush back to my TA assistant for the poster.

well, at first, it was good. i got the poster so the last part, i didn't have to do.

i went to my locker and all of a sudden, this chick and her boyfriend come along side me and they're talking.

im like okay, fine by me; i dont' give a fuck about your life and ladedadedah.

i was finishing up and she hit me with her fuckinn purse!

i almost slapped the shit out of her because she just walked off and didn't even say sorry.

bitch.

but anyways; my whole day was good.

no hw for english 3A.

no hw for Early Child Hood I.

and definitely; no hw for us history and Consti :)

freedom for 3 days :)

just poster and math tech 3 hw.

okay with me cuz it's not a lot of shit to do.

hmm; i think that's pretty much it.

besides that katie, my bestie went beknonkers today!!!

i guess, it's a boy she likes. and she wanted to directly say something to him because she wanted him ;)

well at first, we thought of some ideas but you; it always doesn't work out.

well unfortunately, it didn't.

we made paola and rene (aka our ninjas) go and tell the boy that katie liked him.

well she wanted him to notice.

well i guess he didn't care because he said 'well that's great' and didn't even look!

bastard.

we'll kill him.

oh rene, dude, we'll definitely kill the guy who stole ur shirt. or better yet, take it off him and make him go naked all day in school :)

becuz we know you look so much smexxier in it ;) ily.

i don't give a fuck if i get detention.

=)=)=)=)=)

twitter :)

Fri, 04 Sep 2009 11:14:47 GMT

okay; it took me some time but now im absolutely in love with twitter.

i know it's about updating status all the time but it's actually quite fun =)

i could get used to this.

http://twitter.com/dollxkilluh9

well this week could be so much better :)

and i've already seen my new crush quite sometime.

laters :)

-really short but i'll explain this week sometime later on.

wtf; twitter is sorta stupid.

Fri, 28 Aug 2009 11:02:14 GMT

well i just finally got my first twitter this morning to see what the brag was about.

because i hear everyone at my school as one and then in my email on yahoo today, got a message from one of my best friends at school saying she wants me to join twitter.

so i signed up and basically, all you do is just tell what you're doing?

are you fuckinn kidding me?

that's the WORST website ever!

im sorry if you like it so much but seriously; that's for myspace and other shit that you can tell your feelings too.

but im guessing twitter gets the word out faster.

but anyways; im going to the eye doctor again and getting minutes on my phone; I HOPE! :)

3 months and no phone; no texting; no calling = killing me since my laptop is broken too and my ipod touch is as well and basically; i only had my mom to talk to.

complete torture, jk but i made it thru though :)

eh; i guess yesterday was okay but at ashley's house, it was the bomb dizzle!

we always have fun at her house; even if were really bored.

pssst. rene, you better not shoot me with the water gun dude!

just because i shot you in the face does not mean you can hurteh me :D

bye :)

whoooohoooo :) and today's gonna be a really good day ;)

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 11:08:19 GMT

well yesterday, i couldn't write meh blogg :[

i was at the eye doctor yesterday to see how meh eye was doing.

so far, it's still has a scarring on meh eye and as well, that dye friggin hurt but it's alright though.

i just started taking meh medicine monday so gotta give it some time.

but im doing pretty good but yesterday was probably the funniest days ive had :]

well math tech 3; todd one of my friends, he was talking shitt about my friend just because i asked him how's the day he spent with her after i had left her at his house.

and of course, i guess it didn't go as planned.

so she's pretty pissed off at him.

then second block; we had to do those personality circles again and write about a friend who matches what color it is. example; green = caring. yellow = bubbly. blue = perfectionist. red = egotistcal. and i wrote about one of my friends who matched a blue.

im a green, yayy :]

then third block; mr. vinel and i were being rude to each other because i was not in the mood to see him. so when he greeted me 'bonjour' - i said 'ew, hi.' lmao, we joke around but this year, he's superduper seriously strict :D and im okay with it because our class never pays attention to him! well sometimes. and then lunch was okay. although paola wanted to beat up todd; she'll be okay. oh and during class, paola had a bitch fit :D well i wouldn't say a bitch fit but it was a breakdown actually. okay; paola has a signature hair and it's grey. she's had it since sixth grade or wayyy before that. well she's never tore it out; until my other best frined katie did :D but by accident of course. well paola told her not to tear out her hair cause she was saving it. and then i said the same thing and then i hear a snap and paola goes crazy!
katie of course, felt guilty but i told paola that she can grow it back but i hope she feels better! i have her budlight so that should definitely give the jumps ;]

anyways; fourth block; pretty good actually. we put mentos in diet coke and made a gyser so that was pretty neat. although some kids drank the diet coke ever; i didn't want to feel sick afterwards. then we watched mythbusters in chemistry and it was a good day so far.

thank god; no homework for any of my classes; not yet.

well today; going over to ashley's house with steph; paola and rene.

im definitely not eating the ramen today. if you wanna hear the story of what happened last time; you'll be digusted.

:]

Writer's Block: Birthday Shout-out

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 20:37:08 GMT

i love all the books but actually; i love the sixth and the seventh one ;)

but really; i don't read them anymore. i just go back thru all the movies.

because it's something to really watch and if i was on my own spare time and it was summer again; i would probably read only those two.

Writer's Block: And the Apple Goes To

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 20:31:33 GMT

well still im still in high school; my favorite teacher would have to be my english teacher mr. martin!

he's super duper awesome!

like; he's a funny type of guy; and he's a monk; what else? oh and he makes jokes which got the whole class through the day.

like he's one of those laid back type of teachers but when it's time to be serious; get real with some minor set backs :)

i don't know why but he just seems like he's determined he will get you thru the year and it will be a breeze.

as of right now; my favorite teacher is also my old health sc teacher and now she's my early childhood teacher; mrs. waddell.

she's superduper awesome too!

now she's an awesome teacher because for earlychildhood/parenting, she wanted to get all the girls who are about to be parents so they can get thru the year without being embarrassed about being preggo.

she just wants to help them understand how easy but yet work it will take to take care of a child and such :)

and no; she's not mean and if you go to my school and dislike her; i will hurt you and that's a warning yet a promise.

but so far; all my teachers thru the year have been so-so or absolute crap.

Writer's Block: Pecking Order

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 20:24:50 GMT

im an only child so that really has affected my personality big time. well not really; i mean i don't have

brothers or sisters like the rest of my friends but i did have a step-brother and three step-sisters but we

aren't really close so basically, i consider myself an only child. it's hard to explain but i think it has affected

my personality. i know some don't go with the astrological signs but im suppose to be a leader, outspoken

and just that determined shit. i can be outspoken but im just not out there. i don't get along with most

people. i'm very caring and generous if you care to do the same. but i can be a bitch just as well as anyone

can. um; i think me coming out of my comfort zone, that's another thing. i hate having to meet new people at
school because i always think 'oh are they gonna like me or not' and i know everyone isn't going to suck up

and love you :D but really; i love being an only child because i get to be alone without being bothered. what

else? i dont' have anyone bossing me around or being bullied. and i can be spoiled but it's mostly by my

mom. but im not a rich girl; i can tell you that much. im just the total opposite of what you think an only child might be.

but sometimes, being an only child does suck. because if you need someone to go to talk with; my mom

isn't always there to listen. i have to talk to my doodle bear. or cat. ummm; i don't have time of really going

places without my mom complaining about gas and shit. and i just hate being the only one. but i learned

that i would have been a 5th child and that would really suck too as well. so i guess either way; only child or
fifth child; my personality would still be the same.

they tryna copy mah swagger ;)

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 19:40:30 GMT

well yesterday, i finally got my eye medicine so my eye should heal up in week :) at first, it burned! but i was superduper happy that my eye feels better.
even though i can't halfly see anything, it's alright.
well actually, i thought i would hate second lunch, but really, im so glad mrs. lynn changed it.
i mean i do miss all my besties that are now in first lunch but really, i know i just have to get used to second lunch.
but anywhom; 1st block, i didn't even go to it. i basically was late to school and sort of missed half of delivering notes to students and delivering schedules.
but it gave me time to do my english homework and writing a whole long ass note to katie :D
then second block; i had to get my english 3 book and it's freakinn heavy -lovely-
and im not happy about it.
but what i was happy about is that i got to get out of that class because i was able to take the maps testing and then i had finished about 10:30 and i spent the rest of the 20 minutes in the bathroom; roaming the halls; taking pictures; you name it.
and then half of our 3rd block class missed the few minutes of getting our early childhood books because they forgot that we had 2nd lunch instead of 1st lunch. but they wanted to hang out with thurr friends.
why didn't i think of that? darn it >.<
but they got two lunches and second lunch; i sit with nicole, kristy, katie, jon, katia, josh, maryclaire, and that's about it.
and jon is a bit weird though because since he has some blue highlights in his hair, he demands not to be touched.
well his beautiful hair that is.
the rules are to his hair, if you want to touch his hair, you have to have sex with him and at least a ten second fondle and since it's mostly girls, i think you can guess what he means ;)
oh; and the worst part is you have at least a C so i guess that would qualify most; even though i don't give a fuck and don't pay attention.
cuz i would never let him fondle me. im saving that for another guy whom i have a crush on ;)
as i move on from my perverted table; we had a little fight about hollywood undead.
well jon and nicole did.
cuz the song, i must be emo - jon said it was from hollywood undead but nicole said it was from adam and andrew.
i just looked it up and it's from both but i think it's from adam and andrew.
oh well; im not tryna start anything.
eh; after lunch, back to early childhood, check in's and done.
then fourth; fire drills; saw my ex; made rude jokes -it was me, shanira, lakrista, nikki, jennifer, rashawn; and that's it- and had loads of ppl laughing nearby us- and the end.

Fifth Day of School: Rumors :D

Fri, 21 Aug 2009 19:35:36 GMT

you know what i love about school? just the drama and shit that goes around.
i don't love to start or create it but i just love it going around :D
well; i found out today that ppl are talking about me and it's not bad.
it's just that today in my 3rd block; i told my class that i cut off my hoodies.
now my hoodies are old hoodies so i really don't care about them.
well once i told my class that, they flipped because stephanie, some child in my class said that someone said that there is a girl going around, cutting off her hoodies.
and that girl is me but they don't need to know that :D
and good they dont' know my name cuz they need to keep my name out of they're fuckinn mouths anyways.

but anywhom, so far, im glad it's friday. get to relax and just have peace to myself.
no more listening to all freshman run around like jackasses and sophomores complain either.

LIFE IS G R E A T :)

Fourth Day of School: Corneal Abrasions :)

Thu, 20 Aug 2009 22:26:33 GMT

ahem; well basically, everyone was either looking at my eye or just staring and then asked me what happened.
i had to tell this for four blocks today and it was really awkward how everyone was so interested because i had to show them my white blood cells :D
some thought it was gross but others thought it was pretty sweet :)
only one person thought to make fun of me because i can only see halfways.
so my left eye is super duper blurry. my right side is super duper clean :)
it's been quite hard because it's just hard to really see wtf im typing so i'll get thru it.
anywhom, first was ok. boring though because my teacher kept droning on and on.
so i just wrote notes to my cousin.
second block was stupid. we had to do some little true or false thing and tell why you think it's true or false.
third was better because meh friends and i started a whole laughing riot :D
we make mr. vinel's class a living hell sometimes :D
fourth was the best. finally talked to my ex-boyfriend but i called him a douche.
so yeh :) and i thought i'd just put this picture on here cause this is where im moving in one year :)
woot woot!

Third day of school: Eyetastical :)

Wed, 19 Aug 2009 20:53:23 GMT

Hello!(: well my day for A day was actually pretty better than the first day of school :)
I just came back from the eye doctor and found out i have Corneal Abrasion :)
definition?
Corneal abrasions are generally a result of trauma to the surface of the eye. Common causes include jabbing a finger into an eye, walking into a tree branch, getting grit in the eye and then rubbing the eye or being hit with a piece of projectile metal. A foreign body in the eye may also cause a scratch if the eye is rubbed. Injuries can also be incurred by "hard" contact lenses that have been left in too long. Damage may result when the lenses are removed, rather than when the lens is still in contact with the eye.

so there yeh go :)
but about school. it was better like i said.
im still doing teacher assistant though because even though i don't get credit for my class, i get community service for my time :)
and i really appreciate that so i'll still have enough credits to graduate.
second block; ehhh english was better than usual.
although, all the guys still act like jackasses but im used to all them acting like that.
third block; mucho better! my eye was acting up though.
fourth; tiring.
im gonna go :D it was really short but i have no shittt to say.
peace.

Second Day at School: Superduper!

Tue, 18 Aug 2009 20:13:58 GMT

i knew it! i knew it all this time! that my bday schedule would be the best and it was! i had to start the day off with math tech 3 and it's really easy :) because i have a lot of people who failed it and have to do it again.
so im pretty happy that at least, im on an average level cause really, if i was superduper smart, i'd get annoyed with myself.
but anywhom, my cousin is in there so we make mad hell and piss the teacher off :) :) :) also, one of my ex-crushes is in there and when he saw me, he groaned :D i see him everytime i go to my friend's house so whatever.
he can FUCK off.

second block; pyschology was pretty fun. i like my teacher but damn, she is so strict. she talks wayyy to much though so i sorta dozed off during class. but the thing is, i don't sit by anyone whom i know and i sit infront of some girl who is a total bitch.
she doesn't like to pass things up on time and shitt so im like fuck her. she's wasting my time and i don't have time for bullshit.

third block, all my four besties -katie, hannah, katie, and lizzie are in it! and as well my other bestie, jennifer is there too! and it's awesomeness(: we raise pure hell in vinel's class :D he know's that i videotaped him in class one day and he's their now :D not sure if you'll find him but if you look it up, you'll know :) :) :) :) he's a cute teacher but damn, so fuckkkin annoying sometimes when mad.

lunch time, im switching classes because my teacher assistant; it's a freebee time so i get to have a free first period.
but i have to be very productive and not just sit there!
so no, im switching into something better.

fourth block, now this WAS THE MOST -AWESOME+MANIC+FUCKTASTICAL- =
AWESOMEMANICFUCKTASTICAL day of my life :)
well, i sit with all my friends -heather, jena, and nick :) i sit near my other friend nikki and my ex boyfriend eddie.
he told me he loved me today and i blushed ;)
he's still the same jackass i know and immature sometimes but he's my jackass.
and yet, i still love him.
i love chemistry! i have an awesome teacher and i think, if i had the other teacher, it would not be that fun!
but i had a great time chatting it up and we can just have fun!

conclusion: i had the fuckinn best day ever and that ='s no headaches, no stress, but i do have hw to finish up.

peace! ^^.

first day of school: sucked :[

Mon, 17 Aug 2009 20:45:48 GMT

now, im so used to high school that it just seems like I've been going to school forever. today, it was a catastrophe!
traffic was pack JAMMED and im so glad i didn't have to walk to school because it was hectic!
once i walked inside, there are police officers and staff, checking to see what you have on and if you are wearing jeans, hoodies, and ect, i guess you got a refferal and such.
but they let you slide this one time i guess. but i wasn't one of them. i actually wore my uniform.
about 92% of the school did, so today for students and the principal, everything went smooth.
but for me, everything was fuckkked up and im switching my schedule tomorrow.
1st block, i spent a WHOLE hour in a stupid conference room in the guidance office with other Teacher Assistant kids and we just sat there and talked.
i wasn't up for it because i didn't know any of them. i was the only 11th grader there.
but listening in on their conversations was friggin funny cause of some ridculous shit that happened over the holidays.
and how this school is soooooo fucked because we are soooo much stricter.
so im not sure if my teacher counted me skipping class but i had no idea who my teacher was so basically, im off the hook this time!
second block; seriously; im like the only girl in that class.
it's a bunch of prude dudes in their who can't contain their sarcasm and say silly shit to impress others around them.
i'm not buying; except for this one cute guy; because he has some sense.
and i don't think my teacher likes me because im so non-sociable with the people in my class.
but her hair was sticking up and she smiled and thanked me. :D i didn't want her to looked jacked-up for her next class.
third block; before it even started, i went to lunch and hugged all my besties and shrieked because i was super excited to see everyone.
third block; im in love with :)
fourth block; pyschos in there! a lot of guys too and one guy who i really hate.
he sits right next to me and i wanna slit his throat -not really- but i just wanna pounce because he is so annoying!
i remember he used to crush on me but wouldn't admit it because he was so shy! douche!
so when i knew he was crushing on me; i fell for his best friend and they used to fight about liking me and so jealous of each other. - learned all this info from one of my close friends who were friends with them-
but now; im over them both so it's all good.

Overall; a lot of cute guys this year and im so glad about my B-day schedule instead of my A-day schedule. I don't have a lot of fuckfaces in my fourth or third block A-day so im good :) i might want to hurt a few ppl but overall; im good...for now ;) ;) ;)

last day of summer :[

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 15:01:32 GMT

well today is offically, for me, the last day of summer.
not really happy about that because i have to go shopping for my school supplies and clothes.
i was suppose to do it last week -cause of tax free weekend- but you know, gotta save up money.
and luckily, my friend's mom's daughter gave me a couple of pants i could wear.
and i only chose one cause the other choice was capris and im not a big fan of bearing all my legs.
im not even sure if we can do that so im wearing a type of wide-leg bellbottom pants(:
they are uber comfy and it looks awesome!

i guess now im going to have to come on here all the time because im really bored and i just like to tell how good/horrible my days go.
and i don't wanna go all conversational with my mom.
she has already pissed me off twice with her prude attitude.
i don't know but they way she is....i don't know. it's just aggravating!!!
and my dad, oh he is two times worse as my mom.
all they do is bicker, bicker, bicker.
i have to go in my room and watch general hospital for their loudness.

oh, well i have made my decision.
i am NOT getting a mac pro.
im getting a dell inspiron; and as well, im asking for a sidekick lx limited edition tony hawk; and Zune HD(:
for some reason, me and apple don't work well together at all.
i have issues with safari, even though i liked it at first and then it sucked after 3 days.
and my ipod touch...i loved it once. and since it shattered 1 month after my birthday.
i thought maybe i should try something new.
so dell cpu, new phone, and new music device(:
just have to wait till christmas for all this shitt so hopefully, i'll have enough money saved up.
i need to find a job.
bleh.
:(
ANYWAYS....

goodbye 10th grade, HELLO 11th(:

not to metion that i have to do a socratic seminar on the first day of school if i have english on my A day. I pray, i get it on my Bday schedule instead of Aday schedule.

oh and thank god, i get my cable turned on again (:
i miss spongebob!!!

Writer's Block: Technology’s Impact on My Family

Thu, 30 Jul 2009 16:45:25 GMT

i guess it has affected me and my family a lot. especially me.
i'm more isolated from my family when it comes time to family reunions and such like that.
because i just wanna spend time on my laptop or even texting, if im somewhere, i isolate from my mom and text my friend or boyfriend. and during dinner, it's just getting food and then getting back on the computer.
but it's not really a big effect; well it effects my school work but not really my family and I.
just when i don't wanna be bothered, i just txt; get on the laptop; or use my iphone.

Writer's Block: Parental Involvement

Thu, 30 Jul 2009 13:36:42 GMT

well, i'd have to say that me and my mom are always like friends. no matter what. and my dad as well.
i don't feel like they are my parents because we aren't a normal american family.
we don't live the american dream.
like i share everything with my mom and we talk like we are just best friends.
but me and my dad, he doesn't even act like one because he's like the friend who likes to start the drama.
and it's frigginn annoying sometimes but he can be okay, like maybe once in a lifetime.

woot! yesterday was the best day ever :)

Thu, 30 Jul 2009 13:28:09 GMT

Hello :] my day was so perfect yesterday.
well, at the pool, we only stayed an hour.
it was only me, ashley, rene and Katie tagged along.
Will and Jose were sleeping at the time so we only stayed an hour and then it began to rain.
but we stayed in the pool for quite awhile.
but then rene wanted to leave; katie got a nose bleed [badly].
so we decided to walk back to paola's house and it was perfect!
because then i wanted to go back to the pool.
so we stayed at paola's house, eating some ramen.
but we didn't go back to the pool.
EVEN BETTER :)
since we were under a tornado watch and it was raining extremely hard; we decided to play in the rain! :)
and let me tell you, when i got home, my mom was superduper pissed that all my clothes were soaked!
we walked thru woods, people's backyard and even in the road, we played in the rain on the road.
people were honking and we just waved :) :) :)
and then paola almost got ran over while rene was taking a picture of her in the middle of the road.
then we walked back home and trying to catch that tornado that was near us had basically completed our WHOLE day.
that went from swimming in the pool to catch a tornado in the friggin rain ;)

well today, im going over to katie's house and gonna go see Harry Potter once again :)
get to make fun of it now since now we have seen it.
we L O V E making cmmts and ppl getting all mad.
oh well, screw you!
annnnnd, im going to katie's rich friend's house to swim in there private pool.
and it seems that they live in a machin so im super happy about that.
it's just that im not sure if i should swimming cause the chlorine is making meh hair fall out :(
but i'll be a okay :)

Harumika[=

Wed, 29 Jul 2009 15:39:28 GMT

lol, i just wanted to name my subject that. dunno why but it's randomness.
well in 20 minutes, about to go out and chillax with the buddies and pals.
this time, it's me, paola, katie, will, rene, and jose (: so three guys and three girls.
woot, we need some pimps up in thurrr.
haha, not really because we can handle ourselves.
right now, im not sure if im really in the mood to swim because im just not feeling so well.
but im going to anyways because im at my mom's job.
and right now, im listening to two drunks talk like there is not tomorrow.
i am ready to just go out and have summm fun (:
cya.
ily^^.

that just makes me so sad and mad, I'm SMAD :[

Wed, 29 Jul 2009 11:33:43 GMT

=(
well, last week on friday, i didn't go see orphan [phfoooey]!!!
instead [me, katie, ashley, paola and rene -jackie was sick-] went to go see 'The Proposal'.
something about ashley's friend Sam ratted her out about some shit to her dad so basically, we couldn't get in.
so we all went to go see it with a few extra people who i really dunno.
but hey, yeh make some new friends on the way =)
well, i thought the movie was going to be horrible.
it turned out it was good but i wanted something better!!!
oh well, always next time.
gonna go see Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince again Thursday again with Megan, Katie and there mom!
WHOOOOOO! =)
im sleeping over once again and then on friday, gonna go partayyyy!
well today and friday, im going to the pool but today, it's suppose to rain 60% today =[
so hopefully, like last time, it will rain after we go to the pool.

anywhom, back to the movies. well we were at the movies and apparently, we caused a lot of noise!
a lot of old people went to go see it though.
but we had some incidents that i shall not talk about =D
but it was fun.
just afterwards, i was mad and for some reason, i know i wasn't mad with paola or rene or anyone that night.
i just was in that 'mad' mode.
oh well, imma go and rest =)
toodles [=

Sheer dumb luck :]

Fri, 24 Jul 2009 16:16:49 GMT

well im a truly a happy camper right now because finally, i can eat again.
it was this morning that my tooth, that has been loose for a month, got twisted.
and when i mean twisted, once i bit down into my sausage, it got caught between another tooth and my gums.
and i was trying to wriggle it in order for it to come out.
no such luck :[
i couldn't eat the rest of my breakfast because of this stupid tooth.
it hurt to eat and it felt painful when i tried to eat.

about 11:50 came around and all of a sudden, i wriggled it but then stopped. then, it just popped out.
exactly at 12 PM [;
i tried to catch it but it fell in my sleeve jacket and took about 5 minutes before i found it and i know i sound like a little kid.
but it brings back to those days when i lost my tooth.
now this one, it wasn't very special though because it was rotten.
when it came out, it was half white and looked like --- well if you've seen spongebob and when he got the splinter and patrick tried to fix it, you get the point.
it was just that bad.
but im glad it's out now because now i can eat lunch.
but it feels awkward because there's a humugo gap between my teeth and i look silly.
when i smile, i look like a shark because after it popped out, another sharp tooth was hidden right behind it!
awkwardness.

well im about to go out in a few hours.
going to finally go see orphan today with ash, paola, rene, sam, katie, and jackie.
so rene and sam are the pimps while the rest of us including me get to beh ho's :) :) :) :)

PEACE!