| i think men are more likely to get caught because men fuck up all the time. like, i don't know, women just have that feeling that there man is cheating and those signs men give. but women, they usually get away with it because i guess we know how to cover up our tracks and not fuck up :D not saying that i've cheated but that's just the way i see it. men cheat more than women and most likely, will get caught. yes, i do believe in marriage and hopefully, when i do, my marriage is about trust and just keeping the relationship alive :) but right now, i don't give a fuck about marriage cause im still a teen so i have plenty of time!
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| well, i think friday was probably the worst day ever. at our school, it flooded only on the first floor so we only had 1st, 2nd, and fourth block. i was pretty mad to skip 3rd though but everyone else seemed happy about it. but whatever, fuck it.
anyways, i've been pretty busy since last week, trying to gather up my new stuff for what i need for school. my dad recently took my old laptop and ipod touch that is both broken but he said he could probably get some money for it, so good for him ;) i don't really care cause he said he would get me new ones so fuck yeah! i'm just paiently waiting for christmas to come around cause apparently, i'll be getting my new phone, laptop, camera and ipod nano - i don't really want an ipod touch. too much hassle for me, even though it's good, i just wanna listen to music, nothing more.
eh; well friday, as well, i was suppose to stay over at my friend katie's house so i could hang out with her, her parents and sister. now, definitely, they are like a second family to me because me, her family, and my mom get along so well. they've recently adopted me so if anything happens later on, i would probably go with them cause my mom said surely she ain't letting me stay with my dad. lmfao, but anwhom; i couldn't go over because i had gotten sick. i stayed in bed mostly saturday and i woke up with a cold yesterday. i couldn't even spend time with my kittens cause usually, they make my day by giving me love but not yesterday. so all i had was texting my friends and chris, who had the nerve to text me before i went to sleep, he made me laugh :D i told him he better take his happy ass to bed! loser <33.
today; im just not in the mood for anything school related. i just wanna go home and stay there all day, bundled up and drinking some minty tea ;) sounds real good right now. but unfortunately, i've missed about 2 days of school and that can affect if i go onto 12th grade or not so i have to go to school. so, i already have 2/10 missing days and only 1 tardy but i shall go to school forever! well, until the next summer. well, nada much else to say. it's just another day so peace :) | |
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| well, i just recently decided that after i had left myspace, i am going to get my facebook back(: i used to have one but i forget everything about it :D so im going to get a new one. anyways; imma make this a fairly long one as possible and then; im gonna go to walmart; i just came from target and got me a black pants cause i have my friends sisters pants and they fit me and make me unique from others! well friday; it was absolutely horrible! after i had missed thursday; i stayed home thursday; making videos and watching the real world. then i had to watch my two kittens who annoy the FUCK out of me, but i love em anyways. my eye was very irritated but you know what? i had to grow some fake balls and deal with the pain and a toothache ;D but conclusion: im getting new glasses (Baby Phat ones) and new contacts; so my eye won't go wonky. well friday; that was even worse. thru school; my doctor was like okay, you can put in your contacts and it should be great. it happend it again. thru my english class, it was red and i couldn't see shit. i mean; i was blind as a bat and bumping into things like i was drunk :[ and then we had to go the computer lab and it was horrible. i had to loose one of my contacts and people were freaking out :D except; until the teacher left the room. doug; this kid who is a total redneck; love him<33; but good lord, i never knew he listened to rap :D but he had it bumping in the classroom and cameron was like 'everyone's looking around to find a gangster but all they find is doug' :D made the class burst out in laughter. but then she came back in and lincoln and doug and whomever stood around him was like 'turn that shit off' :D so good days in english. 3rd block for earlychildhood, it was a nightmare for me :[ my eye was a pure red than before. my vains were popping out and it was so dry. some girl - i think her name is jordin - almost took a picture but i looked like i was high and just smoked before i came to class! my teacher was telling me, i definitely need glasses and of course, i am certainly getting some[; -thanks for the advice early child hood I- =) last block; great.
now saturday and sunday; vma awards and watching bridezillas, fantastical.
today; absolutely great[;
first block was math tech 3; i started off the conversation about kayne west and it went around the whole room. but i realize, im failing cause i didn't do some stupid test but definitely, i need to pass so i can make a 90% or higher in that class. and then second block; psychology, idk what was up with my teacher. she must have been pmsing because she was being a little bit crazy. we had so much work; i had missed a test and was not happy about that and everything was just a blurr. for some reason; psychology isn't what i really wanted but i love it anyways; idk anymore :D well french; that's a story :D and fourth; that's a story too :D
well; thought i could make it long but the mom's is rushing for me to get the hell off this stupid computer :D
oh well, i'll try again. i wanna make a longer blog so definitely will do that some other time!
when i have an EPIC moment ;)
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| definitely chilling at home :) gives me something to be productive. if im on the road for at least an hour, i'll become antsy; i'll be bitchy and eventually, car sick. i'm easily car sick so i have to be sleeping for a good bit. but i just love being home so i can watch tv and not have to be bothered with all the nagging and gives me time to read books :) just chillax and be myself :) no distraction and just being away from everyone and all drama is PERFECT =).
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| ahhh, i just love my b-days more than ever! well, first off, my day started off wonky. this old dude, he accidently nudged me in the boob and it hurt! fucker. but whatever. so, it started out rough because i got to school almost late, i had to stop by the library and drop off all my books, then run to my cousin's locker, then run to my locker and i couldn't get any of them open today.
so basically, i just ran to class with my french binder and had to use paper from there. luckily; i didn't need anything - except for homework which i didn't do cause i was so stuck on doing this project for my TA teacher so yeah. lovely. well; first block; nothing magical there. so fuck it. second block; we had a guest speaker and it was really enthusatic cause usually, im just bored but he was really interesting and i paid attention! :) but yet; nothing good happening.
but before second block; i still couldn't get my locker open until the 4th or 5th try! it was confusing and i hate it X( i hate lockers. thats why i really never wanted one but i needed one this year! cause so much hw, so much books, and a fuck load of binders. exghausting. =/ and while i was trying to get my locker open; these guys and girls were fighting. it was maily the girls just exchanging words. so it was a verbal fight, not really fist fighting and getting to the point. it was just talk, talk, talk yet no action.
boring! so on to third; i love mr. vinel! he's such a awesome teacher! he teachs french I-III and he is super duper awesome! ok; well today, i complimented him on his sunburn and told him how beautiful it made him look [only kidding] but i just made matters worse :D i accidently hurt his feelings. but he laughed it off and said something that i didn't catch! but i'll get him next time.
lunch; now that was something because i caused a whole big scene and clearly; we need new lunch ladies who know what the fuck they are doing when serving salad cause this lady didn't help me whatsoever! ok! me, paola, and katie went to go to get a salad. since i don't eat their nasty pizza that they just keep serving until they need new ones, the salad is awesome! well, i was done preparing my salad until it came to the blue cheese dressing. i have never had blue cheese dressing in my life! but it was good! but while i was putting it on my salad, i couldnt' get it out the first time! nor the other ones! until i went back to the very first one! i was like 'they aren't squirting out' to the lunch lady and all she did was hand me the one i was trying to do and she was no fucking help. fucker #2. suddenly; i squeezed the bottle as hard as i could and the dressing squirted all over the railing shit and a bit of my salad was blown off :D funny how ppl jumped back and we all had a little laugh in the line! :)
but back to french; i told mr. vinel his feet are just really fragile and he was like 'your so dramatic - you should be in acting.' and shit like that. probably cause whatever i said or how i was talking made him tell me i have potential to be in acting. it's not a dream of mine nor a passion. i want to be a consulor psychologist or nurse :) none of that fit acting.
fourth; we had a lab! and that took forever but it was fun because chemistry is always fun! and then my teacher saw someone had written their name on the wall and nikki said 'stupid how ppl can write there name on the wall' and Mrs. M said 'funny how they just draw penises all over the wall' and i lol-ed really hard :D but chemisty; fo sho is the bomb :)
and that's pretty much it. i feel icky right now and just remember what i said to paola.
inside joke [if you were there, you would know]- ummm, this is called a note :D; great times paola!
oh and nikki another inside joke in chemistry - here's my pee water :D;yeah thanks for messing me up in chemistry. if we get an f on the lab, imma tell Mrs. M how i was laughing to hard of what you said. shame on you.
oh; and i found out that im not getting a sidekick. a blackberry curve 8900 was my calling. :) it's more efficent to actually text and a sidekick takes time! wayy to much fuckinnn time to open that shit. of course ur gonna get caught while texting. they need to make it smaller or something ---- but i wouldn't mind having it so not saying it's a bad phone.
the only reason i want a blackberry curve is because my other phone is suppose to hold up to 300 txt and it only holds 100 so i have to empty out my inbox all the time! and it just suxs cause i have a memory card and the photos are horrible. i have a alltel --- one of the sliding phones and it's prepaid and it's gayyy. so yeah; can't wait to get it :) woot! | |
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